My own MiSerablE worLd...

a long entry...

2006-07-10T17:04:00.000+08:00

hellloooo!!!
i miss writing an entry in here...
HEY!!!
on the 8 of july...
i had a culturul night concert...
that day was like the best day ever!!!
in the morning..as i was still in school..
the new exco's were like giving us...
a token of appreciation..and...........
the 2006 DRUM MAJOR,Muzap,
gave me this one best present from band ever...
he gave me "BABY BOP!!!" and i was like....
OH MY GOD!!!!soo cute and soo sweet of them...
i really appreciate it soo much....
he also gave me the band picture and...
wrote something on the back...
haiz....sssooooo swwweeet....hehehe..
on the evening...before th concert starts...
we played a birthday song for miss ong...
the band gave her a bouquet of flower and cake..
then we play her favourite song...that is...
HEAL THE WORLD....
i can't believe that she did cried...
she was soo happy....
when the concert starts...band was the first....
the first performing art to perform on stage first...
we were like soooo scared as it was a full house...
it was a great show...and mrs choy our ex-principle came..
the guest of honour,mr hawazi also came..
they were like very proud of the msl band...
especially mrs choy who always support our band..
oh my...that was the great performance as
it was my last day there....im gonna miss band...
well..feel like i can't stop typing...
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well..life..feel like that..
the same old me...
but yet...
there is always something that is kept silent...
things are getting complicated...
whereas my studies are gettong worse...
its hard to cope and i dunnoe...
whether i can come back next year or not...
i dun have any confident of coming back next year...
haiz...i dunnoe..
cupcakes....im sad for syasya...
dun worrie syasya...guys are always like that...
but certain guys...the same old thing that im gonna say...
the right guy will come at the right time...
hey...
i guess i write too long...well...i gues..
i will write again in my next entry...
wait long long ah...heheheehehe....
=p....choaz.....hey!wish me luck for my N-level oral!!!
=).....

you CAME back....

2006-06-23T18:31:00.000+08:00

hi again...
something happen for the past few days..
for the past few days
i have this same similar feeling again..
the same thing...i feel like crying..
i knew that something is going to happen..
and now...i know the thing...
he came back to my life...
this guy has graduated already...
now he is in poly but then he debarred himself...
on my last entry..
i stated that i hope that the past won't repeat...
but then....i just dunnoe wat to say...
this guy...came back suddenly....
i just....im speechless..
i lost my word to say bout him...
i dunnoe....

cupcakes.......
i think you really know this guy for sure...
Gigolo Ketam...tat is his nickname i give...
naz is his short name...last time he is in sec 5...
he is the guy during i with padi..
cupcakess....i dunnoe wat to do....
haiz....im lost....

missinG u!!

2006-06-19T12:59:00.000+08:00

Hey!!!
so long i didn't write...
miss all my fwens and my dear prince..
cupcakes!!i miss you guys!!!
now..as usual...at com lab..
haiz...i gt so many stories to share sey...
hmm..yesterday..my bro couz get married..
as usual..many people..
and you should know...haizz...
very the lazy to know them..
but then just make fwenz..
hey!!yesterday saw my long lost fwen...
ERMAN!!!hehe...
long time never saw him amd contact with him..
woohoo!!hehe..yesterday meet with padi..
as usual...behind my window..
hehe..miss him...
hey!!he join silat with me..hehe..
yesterday i saw zul..
whateverlah...i miss my cupcakes!!
really miss you guys!!
dun worrie..keep in contact alwas k!
mizz ya..
klah..gtg!!!write again!!
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dear daddy!!ma Pwincce
this song is for you...
im sorry for the past...
i hope that the past won't repeat k..
and thanks for giving me the trust back again..
i will always rmember you dear!!
gd luck for your coming exam k!
miss you!!see you later dear...
muackcheese!!!

tomorrow is interesting..

2006-05-23T15:42:00.000+08:00

hey!
woohoo!!now im at school lib..
doing nothing but playing computer..
today wanie didn't come to school...
padi came late to skool..
and the sec 3 is having their camp...
auww!!pity them..
this coming saturday is my silat com...
OHHH!!!here i come...hehe..
wel...i got something special going on tomorrow..
very special...only certain ppl get to know...
hehe...wait till tomorrow..
cause this midnight something is happening...
huehue...i guess till here then...
ohya...btw...sharel send me a testi...
auww..soooo cute!!!!
klah..chaoz...
read me on my next entry...

crying on the inside..

2006-05-18T09:47:00.000+08:00

hallo..
me now boring sey..
doing coursework..again and again...
haiz...this coursework will never end...
haiz...yesterday i sleep quite late..
very the tired sey now..
padi send me home from silat yesterday...
he gave me a bracelat and a keychain...
he so bad sey...
he push me to the side..
after knowing i only pass 2 subjects..
he punces me and stangle my head..
after knowing tat i started to smoke again...
haizz...i am a bad girl...
he kindda angry with me...
i know tat...and i did cry...
i guess he still care for me...
hmmm....i don't know...
im confused...

2 days ago i went lepak wif hafez and wanie..
on the way..walk wif "him"...
he didn't talk much...
soo awkward sey...haiz..
nemind..i understand..it takes time..
k..let's put that aside...

hey!!cupcakes!!we think of a day for the field trip!!
i wanna go to SENTOSA!!
we ask the class to think of a date k??
wooohooo!!!SENTOSA!!im coming!!

i get to know tat zul and munez hav a blog...
kindda funny cause lastime they disturb me..
they call me blog girl..
now they are the one doing the blog...

i guess till here then..
gotta go..chaoz....

-muackcheese-

Last SouL

2006-05-16T19:26:00.000+08:00

I miss the both of them
I no longer wit Zul since 2nd may...
who is at fault? is it me??
part of it..yes..it's me...but e same time too....
he is also at fault....he is too rushing...
Haiz...Everything is now over...
i've put everything aside....
Padi sound patch me.....i didn't accept
Not now....Not ready yet...
I don't know!!!
Rahman sound stead me...
I reject too....haiz....

I miss both of them...
"BOTH OF THEM"...
One of them has a new hairstyle...
so smart...cute...But...haiz....
The another one...
Miss him too...
I miss both of you....
Sorry if i had broken your heart...

Exam Sucks!!
RESULT IS OUT....Many subject i fail sey...
haiz....i'm stunned...
i guess... Till here again...

--muakcheeseze--

yuuhuu

2006-04-27T09:12:00.000+08:00

sorry i didn't update...
my home computer broke down...
i hate it..and now i have to redo my coursework...
i hate doing this stuff....ARHGGGHHH!!!
haiz...well...yesterday not much thing happen..
yesterday was the ENGLISH PAPER 1...
soo the difficult..
i guess im slacking right now....haizz..
yesterday also talk to Jerome....we talk alot..
although same skool but never talk for so long..
i don't know why..but we did exchange smiles...
yesterday he share with me his problem....
so sad..dun sad k boy...cheer up!!
just got to find out that one of the cupcake pierce..
then another cupcake also want to pierce...
haiz...nowdays...cupcakes were really...
in a sad mood....haiz...i dunnoe...
on tuesday...is my last day i talk with padi..
haiz...he don't want me to call him again..
he don't want to appear in my life for this moment..
but why??haizzzz.....i know...i know the reason...
he gave me this one shirt...thanx muackcheese...
thanx...alot.....haiz...
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I tear my heart open..i sew myself shut...
my weakness is that, i care too much...
but the scars reminds me that the past is real
i tear my haert open just to feel...
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Zahir kau lihat..bukan segala-gala..
bibir tersenyum..menutup jiwa yang luka..
Zahir kau lihat..hanya antara lapis...
mataku sinar bergenang tangis..
Demi cinta yang benar..
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on the monday..
i had a fight with prince...
wow...fighting always is no good...
haiz...prine..next time..please listen to me..
i said no means no k...
i know you really want to read it but...
i need privacy too....
i know that i keep from ur knowing...
im sorry for that.....
sometimes, for some reason...
you too have to listen to me...
not only me..i too have my part..
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i very angri leh..
i want my computer back....
why it had to be brokedown...
haizz...well..i gotta go...
need to get back to my coursework..
chaoz....

i want to shout my lungs out..

2006-04-22T17:10:00.000+08:00

*sigh*
i don't know why...
i really don't know why....
i wanted to to let go of all my stress..
i've been thinking too much lately..
it's really too much of thinking...
i want to let go of all but...
i don't know how to let it go..
cause it still stuck in my heart..
the heart of mine still keeping everything..
this heart really feels that it is packed up..
but can't let a single of it out...
i feel like shouting...
i did shout yesterday night at this big field...
but yet..the feeling of miserable is still there..
i never felt the comfort..
this mind of mine is full of every problem...
sometimes i feel like i want to end up my world..
but when i think back...
i guess that i should not do this stupid stuff..
life still has to go on..
you can't just give up ur life...
and maybe..someday...
everything will be ok back....
i really feel like i want my oldself back...
i miss the old nabilah...
not the one with darklife...
but the one with brightlife..
how i wish...someday...

now i realise that im really a ghost..

2006-04-21T18:50:00.000+08:00

just now...
i went study with taufiq...
thanx TAUFIQ for sacrificing ur time..
i treasure it..thanx boy!!
hey TAUFIQ!!URE CUTE!!
hehe..
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im fucking pissed off man!
i don't know that i really have a reporter...
who always say what you want to me...
what am i here in this world for!!!
im really a ghost to you...
i had enough of people saying bout you...
im really sick of all this....
prince...
syasya say to me that if she was to be me...
she feels like giving you a one tight slap...
and you see me now...
i did nothing to you...
i really had nothing more to said...
i just kept silent...
am i being too nice to you or wat???
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im tired of talking bout all this thing...
well i just wanna say that i gtg...
btw..THANX TAUFIQ!!!

frustrated soul

2006-04-20T10:06:00.000+08:00

again and again..
my coursework really went wrong..
i hate it to be like this...
haizz....i can't save my profile...
haiyoooo!!!!chicken mc nugget...
haiz....im frustrated..
i thought my problem with him has ended...
but it hasn't over yet..
as what i had thought and what i have guess..
although he had forgive me...
but he can't accept the fact..
now i know how muackcheese feel...
haiz...boring in this com lab...
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just now,early in the morning..
i saw padi,kak ayu,fathu & raymond...
they at the bus stop...early in the morning...
first i didn't saw him and his fwen..
i don't even noticed..im sorry..
but i did come back to you
to say hello and shake hand
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i don't know what is going to happen to me..
now i know how you feel muackcheese...
im sorry muackcheese..
i don't know what to do..
cause know what is going to happen...
i don't want to tell..
and i hope it will never repeat....
i wish...............................
im frustrated,lonely and stress!!!
read on my next entry...

LIfe iS KARMA

2006-04-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

Life is KARMA...
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND...
WHAT GOES UP MUST COME DOWN...
i knew this would happen to me...
and i think i know what is going to happen next..
i knew this days would come...
things would be nearly the same...
the history will be repeating it again....
yesterday..i didn't sleep...kept thinking...
when will this conflict ends...
i don't know...i have to wait...
my migrane started to come back again...
why is this thing is happening..
its nearly mid-year exam...
im stress!!im really stress out..
why do this blood of mine doesn't want to come out..
not a single drip of blood...
the scissors is not use...
the kitchen knife too...
even a broken glass...
and even a vegetable knife,bread knife...
why???not a single drop of blood....
i slash it hard but yet...nothing happen...
i feel that there is no use i live in this world...
i know that life still has to go on..but....
i don't know...why is it always me!!
why is it me!!im sick and tired...
i don't know...i love myself nomore..
i hate myself more...i hate myself for what i have done...
i hate myself but i don't hate the person who create me...
i love the person who create me..i know that,that person...
love me...i need time for myself to love myself back again..
my soul are running...

I am soo evil...im am a chucky girl...

2006-04-17T01:27:00.000+08:00

i am soo evil....
why am i like this???
it's 1:30 in the morning and i can't sleep...
why???why we can't be happy???
why do we need to fight???
this is not the first time..why???
why am i still here??
how i wish i can dig my own grave....
please!!!today i cried the most and it is the very most..
everyday is the same process...
but not today...today doesn't end...
a great fight that never brings out to a conclusion..
i need time to forget bout someone but why you
just don't get it...i have to admit..yah...
i do have a little feelings still stuck on him...
it takes time....but u didn't give me any space to breathe..
i just confused....why you kept asking me question...
why is that so???i cried soo much...
i feel that im useless...
i guess im really useless...not just guess...
im really useless...
i know you trust me nomore...
i know where i stand...im sorry im the cause...
im the causes of all this to happen...
im stuck in a box with no conclusion...
i don't know where im heading to...
im trully sad...im very evil!!!!!
im not a good girl...im bad for everybody!!!
don't come near me!!!LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
please....leave me alone...
i know im not good for you...
im not what you wanted and what you think...
im nothing!!! im just a girl in a dead world....
im nothing to u ppl....IM JUST USELESS!!!!
yah!!! i don't understand ppl feelings!!
and i don't understand my own feelings!!!
i just couldn't understand myself!!!
now...im here...i can't sleep, i can't dream tonite...
why is my life so difficult???
i never had a happy ending life...
i need too pick up my pieces together..
blood kept splashing from my heart...

A DARK LETTER TO YOU...

2006-04-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

Prince...
its a letter to you....
i called you just now..twice....
where have you been??its really late...
u are not back home...where are you??
i don't know its true or not...
but i guess it should be true...
you went to atika house rite??
why didn't you tell me
im not angry with you...
i tau u kluar..i tak kesah u balek malam...
i know you wanna have fun...
i know today is your birthday...
but please had the initiative to tell me..
im down here trying to get you through...
but too bad hafez batt is empty...
u said u are sitting around my area..
but then you went to atika house...
oh..i forgot...atika house is next to my house...
correct rite...i bukan nak sekat you tapi...
u buat i macam takde kat dunie nie...
ohh..i lupe...i mayat...sorie..i forgot...
seriously...what am i here for...
u aspect me to listen to you...
ok..i did listen though sometimes i don't...
but do u really care bout my feelings??
i don't know...this is what im saying from my heart..
maybe you think im being too emo..
or even being jealous...
im very sorry but...
this is what came from my heart...
and i guess this is not the first time im being like this..
you should know...
sorry..i don't want to spoil your birthday...
sorry if u think im controlling u..
very sorry...happy birthday...
have fun den...

PRINCESS............

im being buried alive...

2006-04-14T13:06:00.000+08:00

yesterday..
i got 2nd for my inter-house relay...
hmmm...for my inter CCA,
we got 4th in the heat 1...
not our luck...nemind..we can try harder...
we have to work hard...
for the cca inter relay....
was such a....i don't know....
after the run..i can't walk...i got leg cramp....
it was so damned pain that i can't even walk properly...
it is my first time having that kind of painness...
seriousely...i don't know why..
when i went home...
it is just another fucking day...
for no reason i get scolded...
what the hack man!!when my prince called me...
guess what that person say???
she's not at home...
hey!!im at home ah!!what!!i am dead huh!!
oh yah lah..im dead..
i forgot...they always talk to my soul right!!
hmm...very the interesting ah...
today soo special you know...
wanna know why??
today is my prince birthday!!!
yesterday is our anniversarry....
woohooo!!here i go...

happy birthday prince!

there you go...hehe...
well...i gtg...read on my next entry...
lup you my prince...
have fun out there..

scary,tired soul...

2006-04-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

wei...
just now i got F&N N-level practical..
walauu...short of time sey...haizz..
but lucky...i finish it on time...wuuw..
my sweet and sour is ok but the rest...
DISASTER!!very the disaster...
haiz...i don't know lah..haizz...
im scared for tomorrow...haaah...
i have to run relay for my band sey..
and also for my house...haizz...
my ankle really hurt rite now...
just now go to school wear slippar sey...
hehe..attitude girl..yeh..dats me...
huehuehue...hmm...very tired sey...
woohooh!!hmm...now...my fav no is 6 & 8..
wanna know why 6??cause.......
on the NAFA test.............
i got the 6 possition..then my index no is 6...
then we have to run for 6 round...
the special thing is dat...
my cupcakes consist of 6 sweet 16 teenagers...
woohoh..see how special the no 6 is to me...
well...i forget...i wann athanks my 1st ex...
zul...the same name as my current one..hehe..
okok..i wanna thanks him for keeping the trust on me...
he lent me his handphone and just now he call me...
he ask me to bring the hp that he lended to me and...
will exchange it with something better tomorrow..
how sweet he is...hehe..auww...soo sweet...A.S.S..
hehe..well..i guess till here den...tatatitituttu...
wish me luck for tomorrow sport day event...

my dear prince..
don't be sad k..im always here...
i will always be there by ur side...
pray hard k..let HIM do the job...
it's all in HIS hand...you can't fight HIM..
don't worry to much k..
i miss u prince...lup u...
meet you tomorrow k dear...
take a good rest k..
NITEZ.....

Unreasonable Soul

2006-04-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

here i am once again...
my boring soul is here to type about....
its all about me myself,my soul...
what had happen and what is happening...
And what is going to happen....

my dear,dear prince,
sorie i didn't tell u bout this...
sorie i that i kept it from ur knowing...
please help me...help me to
get out from this unreasonable feeling inside me...
for the past few days...
this same feeling of me came back to my life...
for the second time...the feeling of something...
something bad is gonna happen to me...
i just don't know why...and i don't want to know why...
the same feeling that i had when i was with my ex..
the feeling of crying for no reason...
i feel like crying this few days..
but i don't know why i need to cry...
i just can't find a good reason why i need to cry..
why this had to happen to me again???
can someone out there help me...
i want to get out from that feeling but...
it can't go away...
i don't want to repeat my past...
dear,dear prince...
please help me....please...i beg u...
i wanna change..please help me to change..
i don't want to repeat my mistake...
and i want to change for my own good...
please help me get out from this feeling of me...

i really dun understand myself...
im really sorie everyone if i can't
be what u want me to..
im sorie i can't be perfect...
im not the one that u always see...
im not the girl who always smile giving u...
a happy face...im happy on the outside...
but crying on the inside..that's the real me...
doesn't like people to know more bout myself...
i still keeping most of the thing to myself..
i don't know why i like to keep..
it's not that i don't want people to care bout me..
but i just like to keep it to myself...
i don't know what im keeping...
that's why sometimes i prefer to be alone...
and if once...i ask u to leave me alone...
please listen to me...i really meant it...
i really want to be alone...only alone..
i really hope you guys understand me...
my bestfwen,cupcakes & my dear prince...
i hope you really understands me...
im sorry for my sucking,sickening attitude...
dun worie..i will always love u ppl...
i want a big hug,warm hug from u ppl....
i really wish too...
lup u always...
read on my next entry...

prince...
im sorrie bout just now...
i appologise to you cause i talk in high pitch...
i lup you always...
i miss you my prince...
take care of ur conditions ok...

a prank soul..

2006-04-07T18:56:00.000+08:00

wellooo....
today....hmmm...
i just don't know why...im havin' a mood swing..
yah...i hate people interupt when im talking..
i also hate people starring me like one kind..
why is that so???what's ur problem...
i don't know whether this is true or not..
but people kept talking bout it...
playing a prank yesterday after NAFA test...
hey...stop pretending....
i feel like giving a one tight slap to that person...
if that thing happen to me...please stop it..
you are making such a nonsense act...
what do you gain??what actually you want??
attention???why is that soo???
you are not getting enough attention is it??
i really not favourite to it...seriously...
if i were at the scene...i would just give it..
u guys know i hate liers...
so stop acting at your a perfect scene..
you are lucky enough...
lucky im not there...if i were there...
i guess we are gonna have a war...
and stop your bad habbit too...i don't know...
but i just kept quiet just not to make it obvious...
and stop TAKING MY WORDS...
please...i beg you...please change...
before we change you..
i want you to change by yourself...
i don't want to change you...
hmm...just now..during PE lesson..
at the hall...aizat was playing the piano..
and i was shock to hear ismail singing...
auuwww...soo cute...hehe..A.S.C....
hehe...auwww soo sweet...hehe..
really..that is the first time i heard him singing...
he do have a nice voice..although he is a shy guy...
hey...yesterday this one sec 2 boy,elfi,say that im pretty!!
WOOHOO!!!hehehe...auwww...soo sweet of him...A.S.S...
tomorrow got SPORTS HEATS...
F**K man...have to be at the stadium by 7:30am..
haizz...today got silat...haizz...well...
i guess i gotta go now...
i got to pack my bag and get going...
hay prince!!i miss you...
read on my next entry...

spooky soul visitor

2006-04-05T09:47:00.000+08:00

wuuuuu........
Now im at the computer lab doing
MY COURSEWORK!!!haizz..
Oh YA!!!.....i got a story…
it was soo damn spooky…
I was sitting with my prince on monday…
And talking too him when suddenly…
I saw something floating outside the railing…
It can't be people drying up their clothes..
It is nearly 7 pm…
It can’t be…
Summore the piece of cloth is in white…
OMG!!
I just kept quiet..
I don't dare to say anything…
Until yesterday I told my prince..
He also saw it but he saw it at the corridor…
Seriously….it was soo damned scary and spooky…
Huh..lucky I didn’t see the whole body..
I’ll faint I guess…
Yesterday my twins was soo sad…
Her romeo didn’t came to school…
Auwww..nemind..A.S.S……….
Hehee….haizzz…I can smell the smokinggg…
Hmmm…well…
On Tuesday…
Something happen to my twins…
She was soo damned happy..
Because something really sweet had happen…
Well… not telling anything….
Hmmmm..i guess..i gotta wait
For the Romeo and Juliet to be happily together..

Hehee…hmmmm…I don’t know why??…
I really treasure my friendship….
I will also treasure my prince…
Although we always have a small arguments…
I really treasure him…
I don’t know why…
I really need to take care of my prince..
Although he is younger then me…
I don’t care bout age but…
Seriously…he really kind…
VERY KIND….
Never had I had a guy that is really kind like this…
Sometimes I feel like he really too nice for me…
He is such a nice prince….
Hmm..i guess I really need to work hard…
to take care of him is one of it….
To work hard in my studies…
I really need to start now…
I need to pull up my socks already…
I guess till now then…
Check on my next entry..
Brb….

saturday night fever soul..

2006-04-02T14:01:00.000+08:00

weiiii!!
yesterday went to marsiling cc concert..
malam nostalgi....
the concert was great..
atikah perform..then the omm perform..
they did great..huehuehue...
hey cupcakes...wanna know something??
our juliet...hehe..at the concert...hahaha...
romeo and juliet..soo sweet..
they sit down as they hold each other hand..
when going home...arms around arms...
hey!!they are so damn cute and sweet..
haha..auwww...A.S.S...
haha...wohoo!!!yesterday was fun...
my prince lent me his jacket...
and u know what??
i sleep with it..the jacket was like soo great..
now..im msn wif riqi...
haha...planning for future sey...
haha..well..i guess till now i type...
prince..im waiting for your call...
miss ya! lup u!

sick soul

2006-03-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

today...
i just don't know why...
i really had a bad headeache...
really bad that i feel like i wanna sleep...
but i have to wake up my brain...
just now got band...oklah...
tomorrow also got band..
but atleast 2morrow at night..
im gonna be out of the house..
wooohoooo!!!at last...
tomorrow im gonna watch concert...
huehue...hehe...
seems like im getting weaker and weaker...
i don't know why...
the headeache that i had really hurt a lot...
im just the type of girl that hate to go doctor...
i don't know why..but i really hate it..
going to doctor really such a nuisance...
hehehe..whatever it is...
hmmm..i don't know why...
i find ROMEO AND JULIET...
REALLY SWEET!!!
HEY!but im more sweeter...
heheeh...kidding..but seriously...
they are really sweet..
i wonder when it really gonna happen...
hehe...okok...stop imaginaring...
but i can't deny it..they are sooo sweet...
feel like eating sweet...hahaha...
hmm...i miss ma prince!!
hehe..well..nemind...tomorrow meeting him...
well..i guess till here then..
type again...
tatatititutu...gd nite everybody!
gd nite my prince!

my soul can't run... :)

2006-03-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

today...
not much thing happen..
just after my assembly.....
i had a small arguments with my guy..
i nearly shouted out to his face...
but i cool down...i don't want to burst out...
lucky for him...hmm...such a lucky prince...
just now got history remedial...hmmm...
i don't know why..i can answer all teacher's Q's...
i didn't read or study...my face want to read??
history somemore...hey..wrong person ah...hehe...
im a type of girl who hate history subject...
i don't know why...hehe...im just not interested...
wow!!i see that munez has really fallen in lup..
haha...romeo and juliet mah...i don't know...
yesterday i sleep late sey...
just to finish editing u,my blog...
hmm..i lup my blog so much...
just now msn with my prince...huehue...
hehe...yah..i forget..and also my long lost fwen..
hendro...hmm...unique name he had...
hmm...i guess till now then..my soul can't runaway...
can't runaway with the phone...hehe...
i need to use the phone...hehe..
ouwww..u know,i know...hehe..
klah...typing again on the next entry...

long time

2006-03-29T23:23:00.000+08:00

wow!!
i didn't write entry for sometime alreadi..
cupcakes!!read my tagboard..
one of our cupcake is in love!!!woohooo!!!
soooo sweet!!eh!noNo!!im sweeter...
hahaha..well...i guess i have to wait...
im waiting for something to happen to...
OUR CUPCAKE!!!hahaha...
that is my twins cupcake!!
im sooo touched by what the guy said
to my twin cupcake...soooo touching...
auhhh....hehehe...im waiting...hehe...
well...i can say that they at school soo cute!!
haizz...this cute future couple...hehe...
well...many things happen during this few days...
i went for my 2nd CIP yesterday...
with 4L2 class...aiyoooo...sooo the FUN!!!
hahaha...their class...although noisy...
i can say that they are very united!!!
hmm...watsomore..hmm...
dat day we watch soccer friendly match...
marsiling VS victoria....
marsiling won 5-1...
woohooo!!!they are great!!good job...
but eventually they lose to siglap...
hmm..nemind...can try harder next time...
i can say that this few days..
i went home quite late...
well nowdays im at skool...
finish lesson late but then i salute my prince...
hehe..he wait for me everyday..
not missing any days...
he is such a sweet prince...
auuuwwww...hehe..well..
i guess i type till here then...
gd nite everybody!
gud nyte my prince!
muacksss!!!

2006-03-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

Today...
dis one fwen of mine..
she like this one particular guy...
a friend of my guy..
my fwen that im talking about is waniie...
she think she S.S...
but just now this guy that she....
confested to me..
this guy said that he want me to tell waniie..
He like waniie and SAYANG her so much!!
hehe...WANIIE!!what is going on???hehe...
i know...hahaha...
well, just now went out with...
SIDIQ,WANIIE,ZUL,HAFEZ,AHMAD & ME..
we went to CP...
i saw my sec 1 maths teacher...
ohhh...he doesn't change...hehe...
den...i went home with WANIIE,SIDIQ & ZUL...
hehe...sooo sweet to see waniie and sidiq...
eh!!!nonono....me and my prince more sweeter...
hahaha...joking...hehehe...
just now at CP i saw my ex...
my third one...ehhh...no...
my forth one....yah..
i saw my fourth ex...
now currently in simei ITE...
ohhh...watever...hehe...
hmm...i hope waniie will always stay happy...
well...gtg...hey!
i miss my guy sooo much!!!
miss u my prince!!!
lup u soo much!!!

mamamia soul!!

2006-03-22T09:19:00.000+08:00

now im with this girl of mine....
hehe..my twins....
walauu!!so boring leh..
now me at the school computer lab..
doing my F&N coursework..
walau!!my buttock so pain sia...
sit only....sumore 5 period..hehe...
soo...lameeee!!hehe...
wow!yesterday after skool met ma prince...
have to wait for him for 1 hr sey...
nemind...hehehe...got great news...
sidiq is not with nadia...ohhh...
but got something behind those sadness..
huehuehue...wanie jump around..
smile like mad girl...
she's so happy...
wanna know why????
cause she like this one particular guy...
haha....well..yesterday...
weeeeeeeee.....
haha..not telling...hehe..
nothing lah...actually my english teacher...
we play a game..that need us to be in one group..
that consist of a different word but different meaning..
he gave me this one word....that show the inside of me..
that is "MISERABLE"..i guess he do read my blog...
he then keep on saying "the LOST SOUL"..
surely he read my blog leh...
hehe..ok..my english teacher is soo damn COOL!!
Wooohooo!!!!!!!!!
i got no idea...hehe..oh ya!i rmember..
yesterday akmal bday and...
today....my abg ise a.k.a abg MEON..
get to know that on friday night...
during my silat class...
there is this one guy looking and smilling at me...
and i guess correctly....it's RAHMAN!!
Swalihin fwen....RAHMAN!!
ARGHHHH!!MY WORSE NIGHTMARE!!
okok..he is my worse nightmare...
PRINCE!!!help me!!SAVE ME FROM THE NIGHTMARE!!
CHANGE IT TO HAPPILY EVER AFTER...
hehe...DUHH NAB DUHH...
hehe...ohh...my prince is having his lesson now...
today can't go recess together....
haiz....nemind..there is still after skool...right dear???
miss you soo much...
well...i gtg...
lup u my prince!!

FUCKING ASSHOLE!!

2006-03-19T18:48:00.000+08:00

IM FUCKING ANGRY!!!!
WHAT THE FUCK SIAL!!!!
I'M THE ONE WHOSE PAYING
THE BILL WHAT!!
SUCH A FUCKING DAY!!
IM NOT DAT IDIOT OK!!!
I KNOW WHAT IM DOING!!!
WHY PEOPLE ALWAYS CHANGE MY MOOD!!
CAN'T SEE IM HAPPY IS IT!!
ALWAYS WANT TO MAKE ME ANGRY!!
IM FUCKING ANGRY!!!!
JEALOUS!!!YOUR PROBLEM AH!!
THINK I CARE!!
PEOPLE JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND MY FEELING...
IM THE ONE WHO IS GOING TO PAY THE HP BILL WHAT..
WHAT IS WRONG WITH U!!!
I GET MORE CRAZY SITTING IN THIS HOUSE...
EVERYTHING IS NOT RIGHT..
I ALSO DON'T KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT!!
I WONDER!!
ANYONE OUT THERE WHO LOVES ME TO BE ANGRY??
IF U LIKE IT TAG TO ME...
FUCKING SHIT!!!
ARRRGGGHHHH!!!!
im cooling down right now....
relax chocolate with cookie cupcake...
later the chocolate will melt...
relax ok girl....
don't think sooo much....
let it be...
you got much more better things to do...
wow!my hand is blueblack....
its hand bangging time!!!
hahaha...okok..
im laughing...hahaha...
okok...but i still got that hate feeling...
haizz...no good..no good...
ltr got pHd....haha...
only i know public...emmm...only some know...
hahahaha...
okok...i guess i'll write ltr....
wait for my next entry...

frustated soul...

2006-03-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

im quite unhappy today....
did i do anything wrong??
is it wrong for me to find someone??
is it wrong for me to find for a replacement??
HEY!!LOVE COME BY ITSELF OKEY!!
why people dun understand??
you can't force someone to love u!!
why do this have to happen to me!!
i don't know what is the matter wif my ex???
is it because i got someone else u need to
BREAK FRIENDSHIP WITH ME!!!!
what is the matter with you!!!
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LISTEN HERE PADI!!
I KNOW SOMEDAY YOU WILL READ THIS...
hey!!wake up lah boy!!!
haizzz....i really hope u won't regret..
dun regret of losing a friendship wif me...
u are the one who said, if we break...
you want both of us to become friends..
u are also the one who said,if i have a guy...
i have to let you know...
you got what you want but...
you never treasure what u say...
you are angry with me...
i know...u don't need to hide from me...
but why do u want to break friendship???!!!???
jus because i got someone else!!???!!
come on!!!if can, i still want to be friends wif you...
but since you dun like the way i am...
fine...go ahead wif ur own life..
that is what you want rite!!
make ourself like strangers...
that is what u said and what you want rite!!
ok fine...i won't mind..
dun worrie..i won't regret with my decission...
thats what you want...
go ahead wif ur new life..
just think that i don't even exist in ur life...
take care always!!
~nabilah~
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today i got my class...
i came home quite late...
as usual...
i always came home late...
today so fun!!
my mom treat me at mcdonald!!
WOOHOOOH!!!
i get to eat what i like!!haha!!
im always happy...
there is no use to be sad...
u can be sad just for a moment..
but not everytime..
sadness is also not good for ur health..
soooo....BE HAPPY ALWAYS!!
hey...i guess...i write till here then...
nitez!!!i miz u blurr prince!!
sooo sweet of u...hehe...

today..im like a bird..

2006-03-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

Today...
the whole day im otta of ma house...
i went to school early in the morning..
came back at the evening at ard b4 7pm..
as usual..went out wif ma prince..
he and his fwen...
we went to saloon...he cut his hair...
auwww....sooo sweet...hahaha...
but every happy moment suddenly turned
into a complicated and stressful moment..
we got a bit of misunderstanding...
but then everything turned right afterall..
in every relationship,surely there is
a small tinnie winnie argument...
that's normal..in every relationship...
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heyy!!wanna know sumting????
when i was in sec 2,there is this guy...
i don't know him at first...he's in sec 1..
he had to sit outside the staff room..
when i go up and come down the stairs...
this guy never felt tired saying "hi" to me..
after that day..i never know who that guy is..
until the day i stead wif my BLURR PRINCE..
the guy that says "hi!" to me confested......
the guy that i've been searching to know...
is actually my BLURR PRINCE..
i couldn't believe that the person...
that i've been searching for is now here...
always by my side.....
i really can't believe it but i have to believe it...
cause he is the one that confest to me..
such a complicated story...
haha...k...i'll write again soon..

fedup soul..

2006-03-15T19:42:00.000+08:00

just now got band practice...
early in the morning
got primary school kid come...
then after lunch got rehearsel..
cultural night rehearsel...
walauu...my playing sux!
i hate it....
i just can't find the correct tune...
my sound really sux man!!
haizz..sumore that teacher scold us..
atleast for the right thing..
she scold to wake us up and
give us some motivation...YEAH!!
wow!!nearly most of the people
know that im wif BLURR PRINCE..
wow!!someone suspect me and him...
lucky my twins cousin...
actually we got the same name...hehe..
we are also cousin...
in the band and play same instrument...
just that i kena transfer...
oh ya...where were we...
ohh...lucky my cousin save me...
this someone, i don't know why but
i thunk that that sumone...
dun lyke me with my prince...
ohhh...watever it is...
what i know is that...
how to take care of myself...
dun search for trouble...
and i know what is my dicission...
no one can stop me accept me myself..
and my prince...
well...gtg...till now then..

happy soul..

2006-03-14T20:37:00.000+08:00

blurr prince and blurr princess
just now...
went to watch movie...
with this group of guys...
hehe... of course someones there...
my blurr prince!
we go watch SHAGGY THE DOG..
the show...oklah..can lah...
funny but a bit of nonsense...
just now blurr prince pick me up and send me back..
SOOO SWEET...hehe...
really nice of him...
i don't know why im soo crazy...
nemind...crazy bout him..hehe...
just now i msn wif sumone that i known only once..
never contact and i don't know how he get my msn
funny huh?he still remamber me..
ohh..we just fwen..
i got someone with me alreadi..
i lup him soo much..that is my blurr prince..
hehe..well..i guess till now then...
aiyooo...tomorrow got band...
nemind..atleast i get out from home...
nyeh nyeh nyeh..hehe...
read my next entry..

my soul is not alone anymore...

2006-03-14T00:30:00.000+08:00

13 march 2006 WOHOOOO!!!
I'm HAPPY!!!
CUPCAKES!!!
LISTEN TO ME!!!
IM NOT ALONE!!!
NOMORE ALONE!!!
13 MARCH 2006,11.25pm....
i've become the blurr princess...
hahaha...u know what i meant!!
i'm not lost in my unknown world anymore...
i've found my own pace...
with someone's help...
someone that wake me up...
find my soul and but it back to my body...
when he put it back...
that someone promise to take care of me...
not sweet promises but a sincere one...
someone that would take care of me..
care for me and treasure me....
someone that will give me a shelter when it rains..
someone who would lent me a shoulder...
someone that would make me smile when im sad...
And someone that would lighten my life from the.....
DARKNESS WORLD TO THE....
BRIGHTER WORLD!!!
i will treasure someone like that...
WELCOME NEW WORLD AND GOODBYE DARK WORLD...

boring soul..

2006-03-13T10:58:00.000+08:00

boring....
now im in the computer lab at school..
doing my coursewok...very the lame...
i don't know whats wrong with my previous entry...
the font so small sey..
nemind..ltr i do at home..
yesterday,i went to chalet...
i was thrown to the sea sey..
so bad of them...ouwww...
YEAH!!im so damned happy!
i pass all my subject eccept for combined humanities..
LUCKY ME!!
lucky my english teacher help me...hehe..
on saturday...someone break my record..
record for the longest time talking on the phone..
guess who..DUH!!
who else if it is not blurr king...hehe..
ohhhohhhohhh...hehe...
we talk soo much...i dun believe that he is that talkative...
huahuahua...i talk to him for abt 5-6hrs seyy..
but it is sooo fun talking to him...
yesterday was the FUCKING DAY...
my parents scold me for no reason..
but someone comfort me...
make ma smile,im happy...
he teach me a lesson of life...
ohhh...sooo sweet....hehe..
well..i gotta go...
write again...

my today happy soul..

2006-03-11T01:13:00.000+08:00

today...
walauuu..early in the midnight...
nebermind..because of my
dear boy want to read today's entry so much..
i will type just for him..haha..
anything for it..hehe..watever nana...
just now gave blurr king CHOCOLATE!!
hehe..he's sooo happy..
today my blurr king will get his real arm back
without any bandages...
MR BLURR KING WILL BE THE HAPPIEST OF ALL..
hehe..ouwww...u know!!i fail my english sey!!
by 1 mark..OMG!!
"HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN TO ME??
I'd MADE MY MISTAKE
GOT NOWHERE TO RUN.."
OK..OK..stop it nana..hehe...
haizz..i don't know what had happen to me...
just now at the canteen during after skool,
amad talk to me...then he ask me
whether im single or not...i den answer yes...
he den point his finger to BLURR KING...
paisey sey...aiyoo..then i and BLURR KING
look at each other then smile..hehe...
paisey,paisey...melt sey...eh???
i cannot shy...nana strong girl...
hehe..well..actually around 10++
i just came back home..haizzz...
so tiring but used to it already..
hmm..tomorow got band,PTC den got chalet...
wow!!nebermind..it's a school holiday after all..
im scared for tomorrow
nebermind..CHOCOLATE COOKIE CUPCAKE
IS A STRONG GIRL...
yeah!!hehe..now..im msn wif BLURR KING..
auoowww..sooo sweet of him..hehe..
not telling anything in this blog..hehe..
only me & him..RIGHT BLURR KING??
hehe..auoww...he's gonna read this blog...
oh dear..dear..dear..oh my dear...
im melting...hehe..he said im cute...
hahaha...nana nonsense...hehe...
well..its getting late...nitez everybody..
opps...morning everybody...hehe...
NITEZ BLURR KING!!=P

me & ma soul

2006-03-09T19:37:00.000+08:00

Me...
im sick and tired of someone accusing me..
for no specific reason...
i did nothing wrong but yet this one person
throw a tantrum at me...
angry at other person but then
vomitted out everything to me..
i didn't chase that person out of my life...
but yet that particular person
thought that i chase him out..
hey come on...
just because of my blog...i
t got nothing to do wif it..
my blog got some words that say "I HATE U"
so!!it is just the blog skin...
i don't know..i care so much bout this person
but yet this person thinks that im worth nothing..
although we are not together anymore
atleast i got the heart to care bout him sey..
watever his view is..
but what i know i've forgive him..
he's ok already..haiz...
i must always stay happy cause
BLURR KING say soo..hehe...
just now got career and interview skills course..
i got choclate for doing the proper handshake..
wow!!happy sey..hehe..
haizz..nobody at home eccept me..
boring sey......
can't wait for this saturday...
dis saturday got PTC...
ARGHH!!!need to see my
combined humanities teacher!!
SHIT!!surely she will give bad comment
BOUT ME!!
surely bout me not paying attention,
talking in class,abt kena kick out of class
and many more..OHH SHIT!!!
i don't know what is going to happen this saturday...
haizz..blurr king just now at skool so blurr sey..
hehe..he's always cute..aaahhh...hehe..
so cute... ;)ouwww...
soooooo sweeeeeet of him...hehe..
klah..gotta go now..till here den..

my soul smell something fishy...

2006-03-08T20:53:00.000+08:00

today im soooo happy!!
5 free periods in school..
soo damned fun..
free to do anything..no teacher..
can go out anytime..
my fwen went out of class
and went to the canteen seyy....
walaoo..they so bad sey..
but atleast we...
THE F&N STUDENT ENJOY!!
we walk there,walk here..
disturb other people class..hehe..
just now got band...
Achievement Day is coming..
as per usual..
band have to perform...
we performing two songs..
today NONSENSE KING smilled at me..
a very big smile..hehe..
well..i heard that there is this
One particular class is talking bout me..
And let me amphesize on this..
the BOYS are talking bout me..
GOSSIPING..
yes..the BOYS..
wow..ooo.. wonder what are they talking about..
i smell a burning sensation in the kitchen..
there got nothing to do with the kitchen
but got things to do with the talking..
haiz...so popular sey..
hehe..well..i guess that i won't be writing on this blog
from tomorrow till sunday..
tomorrow i will be home very late..
then on saturday and sunday im going for CHALET at
EAST COAST PARK!!!wow!!
i can't wait..well write again...

My day in the unknown world..

2006-03-07T18:23:00.000+08:00

Today..as usual..
nothing happen so much..
but....something happen to me...
my head started spining again,
my stomach started to cramp...
i really have a bad headeache since last month...
and it came anytime and wherever i am..
i hope it is not migrane...
there's no use for me to eat medicine..
it still doesn't cure me...
there's no more medicine for my cramp stomach...
i hope the infection won't start again..
it's enough for me to barred with the pain..
i can't stand the pain anymore..
i slash my hand with pen knife just now....
it's not that bad...
sorrie cupcakes...i did something stupid for no reason..
i got my confiscated maths book just now..
im very glad..
but yet..i still don't understand my maths..
nobody is at home rite now..
im all alone...
sooooo boring...
no one to msn with...
i wonder when i can get back my hp...
haizzz...wait long-longlah COOKIE CUPCAKES
i want my hp back...
i wonder who my mom use her own hp untill spoil..
haiyoooo...i miz my hp...
nebermind...i will get it as soon as possible..
someones b'day is on 14 march!!
i don't know and i got no idea what to buy next month..
nebermind..that someone will have to wait...RIGHT BLURR KING??
it would be a secret...
today most teacher never come to school...
soo boring but got some fun...
well..i guess,i stops here...
catch up on my next entry...

ma heart crying

2006-03-06T21:40:00.001+08:00

My soul heart is crying..
im sad,shock and dissapointed..
My heart is beating faster and faster..
i dont know whats wrong with me..
is there anything wrong with me?
WAKE UP GERL!!WATS WRONG WITH U!!
Things are very difficult for me..
just now in the morning at school, i was so damned HAPPY
but it had turned UPSIDE DOWN after school..
how i wish i didn't get to know the truth..
how i wish they can keep it to themselves..
i don't want to hear anymore..
im too sad with it..
there isn't any need for me to cry..
all my tears had dried up..
why do i have the same feeling
of sadness during last year OCTOBER..
the sad feeling came back to me..
i can't take it anymore..
there's nothing that i can do..
how i wish dat nothing can block my way..
k.lets put this aside..
thanx BLURR KING!!
he really bought for me chocolate..
FERRERO ROCHER!!
my lifetime favourite..i appreciate it blurr king..
so nice of him...hehe..
just now got CIP..
tiring sey..
now boring..
haizz..im msning wif my fwen rite now..
blurr king!!haha..auww...i pity him..
hehe..he's gonna read dis..
hehe..muahehe..
BLURR KING URE CUTER THEN ME!!!
hahahahahaha...Serve u blurr king..
k.k...i miss my twins..wawa is my twins..
she's my twin cupcakes..
thanx wawa for accompanied me and confort me when im sad..
my heart is crying softly..

my...soul...

2006-03-05T20:02:00.001+08:00

OHHOHH...
The BLURR KING know himself..
He read my blog and now he know that he is the BLURR KING!!
my secret are gone!
im finish..MY SECRET ARE GONE!!
ahh!!nebermind..he said he won't mind..hehe..
auwww..so cute..hehe..
today go Causeway Point..i take neo print with one of my close fwen..
i like the picture that i take just now..we both are so cute..
den walk around causeway point..
i saw this 2 BUSTED GIRL who i damn so much!!
she always search for fight with me..crazy girl! Got no BRAIN!!
alah..SEC 3 mah..from wldss..she think she so preety huh!
eh!Hello!!my butt more preetier than her lah..
Attitude sey..like to stare so much..i dig her eyes out den she know..
blind forever also good!haiz..
boring sey..now im MSN with the BLURR KING!!
WALAAUUU!!kena bullied by him sey..
now not supprised anymore cause he already know that i named him BLURR KING..
haizz..this blurr king ah..aiyoo..pity him ah..he still not ok yet..
but he is sooo NAUGHTY!!always make me shy..
aiyoo..my face red sey..hehe..so sweet of him to say me cute..ahaha..
he also CUTE..yah he's so damned cute..
hehe..i don't care what i write cause wat i write is my own view..
i don't care too cause he will be reading it..huahuahua..
tomorrow school..can't wait to meet my cupcakes..
miss them so much!!

2006-03-04T16:11:00.000+08:00

searching..finding..
i don't know wat im finding and searching for..i love my soul friend so much!!
we called each other the CUPCAKES!!the are my most favourite cupcakes!!
i am a CHOCOLATE COOKIE CupCakes..how i wish i could eat them..hehe..
jus now got band..conductor never come sey..boring..got sectional..haizz..
boring sey..where are u??and im so sorry,i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonite..i need sumone and alwayz..kk..stop singing..hehe..well i guess i will write again..

My day wif ma soul..

2006-03-03T17:35:00.000+08:00

today..
wow!!happy day + sad..
happy??yah..happi cause i found someone that is blurr from my school..BLURR KING!
SooooOoo cute of him..REallY CUTE!!wow!!sooo...very the manje..like cat..
sad cause i'm worried of his condition..hope he get well soon and come out of hospital soon..
today i didn't go for my cca..whatever..tired ah..hehe..my MATHS BOOK kena CONFISCATED by my teacher sey..what sey..haiz..students..as per usual..got a bit of laziness..hehe..that's me..
well..gotta go..hope the BLURR KING get well soon too..gtg..

the sad ting

2006-03-03T00:14:00.000+08:00

Friday 3 march 2006,
this is the second entry for today..i don't know why..im sad..sad for a reason..i can't believe it..is it true??my ex is now in the hospital..he's doing his checkup..yah..i was shock..i can't accept it..he got breathing problems..how can this happen??although we are not together..i still wanna care bout him..i felt that im in a fault..i don't know..i realli hope that he is ok..i realli want him to get well soon..i realli kept thinking of him..i don't want something to happen to him..i still care for him as a friend..i know he still love me but there is nothing i can do..i don't know..i got to deal everything alone..i just hope tat he will be ok..signing out..get well soon boy..
my cry soul

my crying soul..

2006-03-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

2 march 2006
standing like stupid girl waiting for HER!! Hey!! What am i doing!! I don't know that i got a friend like that..such a dissapointment..waiting for her and she never talk much with me although we nearly 1 week didn't contact..i understand she also wants to be wif her friend but please don't do this to my SOUL!!such a hurtful one.. I understand her but did she understand me??why do i always need to be the one who have to give in...k.lets put them aside..just now the 3S3 BOYS were sooo funny..atleast sumeone entertain me..hehe..pity ZUL..he fractured his arm..so cute of him..Sidiq so funny..i like his way of talking..haha..THESE BOYS..haizz.. fun to talk to them.. Yesterday i found this one picture..its a guy..ohh my god!! so cute!!well his name people alwayz call ALAN..he soooo cute!!!hehe..my soul has started to look on cute guys..ahhhh!!
hehe..that's me..love CUTE GUYS!!WOW!!Im single mah..klah..i will write again..till now denn..

My cry soul.

Takkan Melupakanmu-Radja

2006-03-01T10:46:00.000+08:00

oh terindah, lagu yg terindah
sengaja aku cipta untukmu yg terindah
semoga dapat meluluhkan segala keraguan
semoga menghancurkan kerasnya batu prasangka

reff: aku takkan melupakanmutakkan meninggalkanmu
takkan menduakan cintamu, ku bersumpah
aku tak ingin mengingkar janji
tak ingin menjadi duri
tak ingin menjadi api cinta yg membara

rebahlah kau di pelukku
lepaskan resahmu bebaskan jiwamu
dari prasangka-prasangka burukmu
dari kerasnya batu curiga

repeat reff

newly me

2006-03-01T09:05:00.000+08:00

Dis is my second blog..the first one did nothing to it..Now,im starting wif a NEW BLOG and a NEW LIFE.. thinking why A NEW LIFE?? I just broke off wif sumone that used to be special to me but now..Nomore..Everything has jus gone down the drain.. I dunnoe whether its a waste or not.. What i know now is that i must be strong..well..i wanna tell u bout my
SWEET CUPCAKES!! They are very special to me..Always make me smile when im not in the mood, make me laugh when i cry..i love them so much that i won't let them be my dinner..hehe..Thanx CUPCAKES!! LOVE YOU GIRLS!! WAWA,KIKI,SHASHA,SUSU,WEIWEI & not forgetting NANA!!I guess till now then..

My Lost Soul..